who am i?
you know, i've been asking myself that for a long time.
who am i?
i mean really do i exist as a definable isolated element?
think about it. who i am to you is completely different than who i am to myself, or to a friend, parent, child, dog, worm, tree.
everyone experiences me primarily through their various senses and then interprets me, "defines me", catagorizes me, cuts me up and fits me into their mind according to the conditioning of their past experiences. no one can ever have the ability to fully comprehend the network of anyone's whole beingness.
i am nothing more than the collective network of relationships with the infinite array of phenomena that passes before my senses.
we are all such!
undefinable.
ineffable.
ever changing.
ever experiencing.
we are experience!
we are our relationships.
i am everything and nothing!
or...something like that... i guess...i mean, hell i really don't know... on the other hand.
i like to take long walks through the mud...
i love to dance as if no one is watching
i'm into primitive skills and living.
i'm into entheogens and the potential they possess to heal the human spirit and planet.
i'm into all living things and "non"-living things.(actually i don't believe there are any non-living things. i believe everything is full of beingness, isness, suchness, aliveness, whateverness!)
i absolutely love music. my influences are from all genres. from punk to hip hop to indie and everything else. i love the ukulele
oh yeah, and i'm not a hippie, even if i do love to dance with the trees, and make love with the earth!
i can never fit into any label anyone could ever try to box me in.
i'm not afraid to express myself, because i don't take my "self" seriously.
there is no self to grab onto.
it just slips through your fingers.
as soon as you begin to take yourself too seriously then nature will set up a way to humble you. embarrass you. because this "you" is just a construct of projections you try to present to the world. and it's not real. just be and experience!
and EXPRESS!
BE ART!